Texting & Bragging

There's something about texting and punctuation. It's a whole world. A complete other universe from ours. It drives me nuts. You write text: 'I love you'    .....really? Are you sure? I'm not convinced. Maybe 'I love you!' would do more for me. But you couldn't even bother with a period at the end? Pft. Conversation with a friend. Nice. Maybe it's my fault. I've had a problem with a lack of punctuation myself lately. I'm lazy.

In case you're wondering, my husband rocks! Sometimes I get all stupid and girly and start to question myself and if I "made the right choice" in marrying him and all that nonsense. It's because I'm insecure. I'm always trying to figure out if he's gonna leave me. Clearly, I've been left a lot in my life. Started when I was born. Remember that whole thing about not knowing my biological father? Yeah. I've done a lot of leaving, too. Don't get me wrong. Definitely left my share of broken hearts on the road behind me as I was trying to better myself and figure out just exactly who the hell I thought I was. The truth? I still don't know who I am and those hearts are still broken. I must suck on a-whole-nother level I'm not even aware of. Wonder what my ex's would say.... But The Hub thinks I'm pretty great! I remembered to put mustard on the grocery list the other day (he has this weird ham and mustard sandwich fetish that I just can't figure out!) and you'd think we'd just won the lottery with how excited he was! Yeah, he's weird. Embrace it. He's the only one of us that works right now and he works hard! And he still comes home and cleans the litter box, takes out the trash and lets me drag him to the grocery store! He plays with our daughter and our cat and tolerates my ridiculous inability to stay organized. You know, it's not that I'm NOT organized. It's just that our apartment doesn't APPEAR to be organized if you look at it! I know where just about everything we're looking for is so that has to count for something. He even cooks sometimes! He's great! And our perfect blend of ethnicities makes for excellent meals! And cooking together is one of my favorite things to do with him! (But, ssshhh! Don't tell him that!) Our life together is far from perfect but I wouldn't have it any other way! Gotta run, Little One is up from her nap! More later! :) Thanks for reading!